i love christmas parties so much.

 i've always been obsessed with going to brads grams and gramps elders house. it's a cabin like house that feels like your in the woods.  mmmm, i love it so much. soo cozy.

i love brads extended family on both sides so much. promise i consider all of them a blessing. 

and i can't quite explain to you the feeling a crowded room full of family or friends does to me. it's a feeling that i crave and live for.  i just love family chaos.  it's a priceless chaos to me.  everyone catching up, laughing, eating, playing with all the kids...gosh i could go on and on what i love about this kind of chaos. 

it was a wonderful night, and his grandparents are just wonderful, wholesome people that i want to be like when i grow up.