this week i have been in sheer anticipation for last night.
i babysat 2 boys.... 6 and 3. both autistic. something i have just been counting down the minutes for, not out of excitement, out of utter nervousness.
turned out surprisingly awesome. both just as sweet as can be. other than one of the boys taking one of the nastiest poops known to man-kind. i only dry heaved about 8 times.........then got over it.
i tried to turn the fan on while he was in there and he screamed for me to turn it off because it was "scaring him".
so i had to just let the rank smell die on it's own.
but i'll tell you what, he was sure laughing at me for making "funny" faces and noises while i was dry heaving.
p.s. ASD;LKFJ ASDKFJASDKLFJASKLDFALSDF-going to see THIS tonight.
butterflies right now.